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🗣️: Twice-Broken Heart

Felt it in the depths of my heart And heard it like a siren song, Pure perfection at the very start Something to be heard forever-long. The beauty was unparalleled And indeed, I had truly lost myself, Blind and deaf, I had become, Unwilling to admit I needed help. Longer still, It took my heart As I hated to let it all go of the Serene feeling I had gotten used to, A feeling that made me float, Yet blind and deaf, I no longer could be Since the truth reached my mind. Painstakingly, I realised that My sense of self was what I had to find; To lose myself was not an option, Which is why my decision was made. Broke a heart I swore I wouldn't That was the price to be paid.
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🗣️ "You don't understand!"

"You don't understand." But maybe I do. Maybe I understand it clearly But don't get the chance to Do something about it With all of this on my head, Thinking of ways to Get out of it all instead Because how can I focus With these voices that mock Everything I do, or think Somehow, it's a shock Because ofcourse I am not The kind of person That can figure it out myself, Of course I'm the person Who needs some kind of help Have you even thought Of giving it a rest? Because even if it's not enough, Right now... I'm doing my best.
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🗣️ : cut off my anchor please

It's like something is Weighing me down, Like no matter how hard I try, I just can't get back up On my own two feet And it's overpowering, The way everything is  Building up inside of me Ready to overflow, Without a moments notice My only thought is: How much more can I take?
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🗣️: Fiery Rage

His rage grows, day by day And even the skies begin to weep For the rain may be their only hope To drown out the embers That are begging to rise But the smattering of rain  Surely isn't enough To turn to ashes, the embers  Flickering throughout  To no avail The sky is on fire As his rage only grows And the fear roaming around is Palpable,  How much more can his rage increase? Before the skies burn, And Atlas falls?
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🗣️: No Longer Am I Weak

The fire no longer can touch me For I've been burned Too many times before To notice the scorching heat Anymore The seas no longer can drown me For the water gave me solace That if I needed to I could stay there forever And drown myself this time, Instead of letting others drown me The darkness no longer can scare me For the light isn't any better And the agony I've felt then Has been much worse than Anything the darkness can cause The emotions I've felt  Stronger than ever They no longer can damage me For I've broken myself Far too many times To let anything phase me anymore
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🗣: Worthy?

Suddenly when he spoke I saw a spark, That was missing Most of the time He tried to communicate But then, When he began talking About it. That thing he so dearly adores, I realised... What I wanted to be Was a spark in his eyes Because it would prove That I am worthy  To be adored  By someone like him.
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🗣: It can run but it can't hide

It's never gone, is it? Always lurking, Always hiding, A moment away from Pulling us down, Making us drown, It never fades, does it? Always agonizing, Always hurting, It influences you, Your emotions, Your actions, Even your thoughts You are tainted, Completely and irrevocably  Nothing but a shell Of who you used to be Without a thought of How you can ever be free Because you can't You don't want to believe it So you Just Can't
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